Well, my whole life is changing now. Maybe it's a good thing. I'm moving apartments, switching jobs at work, and trying not to date. I think the apartment thing is my biggest issue right now. We moved all of our stuff this past Sunday. It was an all day endevour. Started at nine, finsished at 6. I don't really like the idea of me moving. I mean, who wants to move into someone elses apartment, with someone elses rules, with someone elses stuff. NOT ME. But I'm doing it anyway. It would be one thing if I had new roommates moving into my apratment, then it's kinda like they are moving in on my terms. Don't get me wrong, this girl seems nice, but I've already been living here for 3 years. I'm settled. But meanwhile, I'm sleeping on my blow-up matress til thursday. Not fun at all.
At work, i'm kinda moving from a high school posititon to an elementary position. But when i say kinda, i mean kinda. I'm still doing all of my work for the high school, just at the elementary school location. Plus all of the elementary school stuff that will now come with the job. It should be interesting. Now when the tears come it will be because of a boo boo, not because some girl stole my students boyfriend.
On the dating end, my friend wanted me to go out with this broolyn guy. I told her, if she could give me one reason that I should go out with him besides that both of us are single, that I would go out with him. She told me that I sounded like I was burnt out and should take a break. I don't think she had a reason. But she did tell me something interesting. She is married now. but she said she looked at dating as contacts. You never knew if a person is right for you, but one thing is for sure, he probably has friends and who knows if one of his friends could be the one for me? Well, I've been out with my share of guys. Not one of them has told me they have friends, and def. not one has told me that they have a friend for me. But, I guess you never know. I see dating as dating. if it works, great. If it doesn't, I don't expect anything to come out of it. I don't know how the rest of the world looks at it, but maybe i'm looking at it with my eyes wide shut.